We had a really beautiful Christmas service this Sunday. These days, I'm often contemplating what the future holds for our family and I feel a lot of fear! But I always, always come back to my trust in God's plan for me, my family and my baby. It's because He was born that I can have this hope, faith, trust.

Just had to snap some Sunday photos with our much loved visitors!

Sunday photos live on! Gosh, I love this little baby so much!

Gosh, these three. They are everything.

And at the same time, I can't help but wish we had an extra kiddo in this photo. Becoming a foster momma for me means a huge range of feelings. I wonder if the ache in my heart will ever go away? Or is this what it means to love? I keep hoping that having another sweet soul to love on will help heal, but the phone just isn't ringing.

Some belated photos from Mother's Day. A day filled with ups and downs and lots of mothering! I'm so grateful for these three who call me Mom, Momma, Mommy. It's a true privilege!